Today I am having a lot of mixed emotions. I was 33 weeks 1 day when I delivered Kingston and Scarlet. I was looking through the photos tonight of that day. It was so weird to see how perfectly formed and beautiful my babies were even though they came early. It was strange to think I have a perfectly formed little being in me right now who might look similar to his siblings. It got me excited to see what he is going to look like, or who he will look most like. At the same time, I feel a small twinge of sadness. I ache to have Kingston here with us, living and breathing. I wonder who he would look like. I wonder what his personality would be like.
So, here we go, continuing on with pregnancy, passing my old hash mark of pregnancy success and moving forward. Hopefully in just under six weeks we will see a healthy, beautiful little baby and get to relish in him. Hopefully this time I will get to leave the hospital with a baby in my arms. Here's to a longer pregnancy than the last one! Yeah! Starting tomorrow, happy 33 weeks 2 days and beyond!