Friday, September 11, 2009

In Our Hearts

As I sit here alone tonight I've had some time to reflect on what happened to our nation 8 years ago today. Here's my account of what happened. Monday, September 10, 2001, I was at work taking care of people with Alzheimer's. My dad called my cell phone, which was a little unusual. He knew I was at work, so I was surprised he was calling. I thought that maybe something was wrong. I answered the phone and heard my dad calmly tell me that my friend had been cliff jumping, jumped off a cliff and he had not been seen since. Holding onto hope for a small moment, I thought maybe he was joking. There's no way my friend was dead, they just hadn't looked in the right places yet. I called some mutual friends and quickly realized the truth. We had all lost a very good person. My boss let me leave work since I was a complete mess. I couldn't hold it together for longer than 5 minutes. That evening I went up Provo Canyon with friends and celebrated a life we would all miss. We prayed around the campfire that our friend's body would be found. I felt I couldn't drive home that night because I was just too upset. I ended up staying at Jesse and Tina's apartment in Orem. I'm surprised I fell asleep that night. I think I only slept for about 3 hours before I woke up around 6:00 a.m. (maybe later, I can't really remember) and decided to drive home. I was in a complete haze as I drove and I think I just had the radio on to keep me company. I remember very clearly where I was when the radio show started to sound panicked about what was going on in New York. I was right in front of Mt. Loafer Elementary School in Salem. I listened in complete shock. I could not believe what was going on. I remember arriving home to my parents standing on the stairs also in complete shock. How could this be happening? It was my little brother's 6th birthday and although I knew he had no idea what was actually happening, he would soon learn he shared his birthday with a great tragedy. I took a shower and then decided to go to school at UVSC. I knew I wouldn't be able to focus, but I also knew it was better to be doing something to attempt to keep my mind occupied. I remember walking down the halls and seeing just masses of people crowding the halls in front of the TV screens watching what was going on. I believe I started crying at that moment. I have never felt like our nation was as unified as it was that day. We were not different colors or cultures, but we were all Americans. I learned later that day that my friend's body was found in the lake they were diving in. They had actually found it Monday night and planned on flying it home on Tuesday morning (September 11, 2001). Obviously the entire world shut down for a while. No flights in or out of anywhere. Therefore they could not fly his body from Arizona to Utah. It was heartbreaking. That week was very hard for me. I believe on Wednesday night I went to my friend's parent's house with a white rose in hand and dropped it on the doorstep in front of his crying mother. I was so glad I could let her know I was grieving her son and that he was not forgotten in the midst of one the nation's greatest tragedies. It will be a week that will always be remembered and never forgotten. What a huge impact that one week had in my life.

Where were you? What do you remember from that day?

2 comments:

cowbell kelly said...

I totally forgot that Korey died September 10. I think about him occasionally but the two dates weren't connected in my mind. I was in the outside room next to the car port when you called me to let me know about Korey. With tears in my eye's I walked directly into the house told mom Korey Hacking had died in an accident and I needed to go to Orem. I grabbed my keys and left.

I was on the shuttle going from free parking at UVSC to the school when the TV screen in the bus started broadcasting what had happened. I just remember being in total shock and thinking, "Are we at war? Who would do this? What are we going to do now". I had Technique classes that morning and all we wanted to do was talk about what was going on but the teachers eventually got us on task. I know that the world needed to keep going, classes needed to be taught, tests needed to be taken, people had to keep working but I remember thinking this is a big enough deal that I wanted them to cancel class for the day or at least cut us some slack because this was a lot to digest.

A lot of people flew flags at home, work and in their cars and I remember mom saying everyone's a patriot right now but this will all soon fade and it did. I didn't realize it was September 11th till about 7pm. I'm ashamed.

Dari said...

I also didn't associate that those things happened so close to each other. That was a hard time. I always feel sad and uneasy when I think about it.

I remember that I was at UVSC when I found out about it and everyone was grouping around the tv's at school. It was a surreal feeling. I was very scared for what else may happen to our country. Never did I think we would still be at "war" in 2009. It is a tragedy really.